I know how to make myself happy, that is my good future. Think about myself, sometimes feel pity, I don't like live for others, even for my parents or partner. For example, I want have a baby because of my parents feel lonely, and they say baby will help me grow up. I don't want have a baby because baby so noise and my partner don't want have baby so hurry,the reason is if we don't have ideal situation(didn't prepare well) then have a baby will feel not good. Both are true, for myself, I don't want to have a baby, since I think live is a difficult thing, why need my kids also experience what I undergo.
Think about my ideal life. What is ideal life for me? What kind of life do I want?
